Who i am hates who ive been.. or is it the otha way around??

Who i am hates who Ive been

to some extent this is true

but lately i feel like who i was last year

maybe even last month

hates who i am now

this person Ive turned into

the one that doesn't care

the one that cant commit

the one that just gives up

instead of making it til the end

holding her head up high

this girl lowers it in defeat

who i am is just some lost girl

who complains a lot

when her life isn't that bad

who i am is nothing compared to who i was

but what exactly was that?

who i was was a girl

starting to get her life under control

making her own choices

choosing her own happy ending

and this girl

who i am now

she just lets life pass her by

and lets her happy ending slip right past her

so who i am doesn't hate who I've been

it misses that person.