It hurts

It hurts my head to know
That I was the one to let you go
Voices in my head repeating my mistake
Stuck in a nightmare in which I cannot wake
My head is playing back memories that I though were locked away
But from this day it playing like its on replay

It hurts in my heart
That I was the one that ripped us apart
That I've lost your smell that use to linger
The day I let you slip though my fingers
It feels like my heart has stop beating
Like every moment without you is weakening

It hurts in my eyes
Because I deceived you with the lies
My eyes search for things to remind me of you
To bring back the pain, that I was the fool
No more tears could flow you back to me
The tears are to drown me in until I can't see

It hurts in my soul
That it feels like my soul rejects my body for letting you go
I feel like I stood still in time
And it you I'm trying to find
My soul hates me for loosing its other half
It sits inside with an evil mourning laugh

It hurts......