The worlds spinning
Leaving me behind
I stand hopelessly
Watching the world spin
Leaving me behind
Watching the people
Joking
Smiling
Laughing
At me
Over my mistakes
My failures
I scream
Scream for them to leave me alone
Scream for them to stay away forever
But they laugh harder
Point at me
As the tears begin to fall
The laughter surrounds me
I have no defence
The laughter becomes louder
It's the only thing in my head
I grab my knees
And roll into a ball
I rock slowly
Try to cover my ears
The laughter wont stop
Where ever I look
They're there
Laughing
I try to run
But I fall
I stumble
I fail
I always fail
Thats whats so funny
Till 1 day Im so sick of their laughter
I stand up tall
And laugh with them
They laugh harder
And so do I
But Im not laughing at me like them
Im laughing at the gun in my hand
Which is going to shut them up forever
