IF?

What if I didn't leave you?
Would I stop feeling blue?
What if I never met you?
Would I stop admitting I was the fool?
What if I can hold you again?
Would that make me sane?
What if I didn't love you like I did now?
Would that stop my world from falling down?

I hate those words "what if?" so much
Because they don't bring back your soft, sweet touch
"What if?" won"t bring you back
I know that for a fact
Because I have use all the "what if?" there is
And you looked at me as if I never exist

"What if?" should never be use
It just there for us to abuse
I hate those words I've written before me
I hate them as much as I hate ME