Can't go on...

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i feel so alone so afraid and used,
I've been lied to and robbed, cheated abused.

he's stolen away with my heart in his hand
he's decided to crush me yet i don't understand

where shall i go i am so ashamed
i ignored all the warnings my soul is now stained

i can not go home i can't face their pity
but where else can i go i don't know this city

i let myself go i listened to lies
its my fault i know yet still my heart cries

they told me to stop it to set myself free
yet i was so blinded i just couldn't see

now here alone i sit and i weep
through all my anger humiliation seeps

I'm lost in this nightmare there is just one thing to do
i can't handle this pain i know i won't pull through

so I'll sit here tonight and write them this letter
I'll tell them not to worry i could never get better

I'll tell them the truth that they were all right
hopefully that will help let them sleep easy tonight.

for now this is started i cannot stop
i must see this one out and watch my blood drop,

it's to late i have done it my life ebbs away
i feel not regrets i did not want to stay.