Heaven

I feel the effects,
finally taking place
i did it faster than my friends,
even though it wasnt a race
i finally feel the pain
i had been longing for
but one thing i can say is
i dont really want it anymore
exept now i have no choice,
the light is slowly fading
i am no longer satisfied
from the pain i had been craving
now its almost dark
its my time to go
my friends will be there too
i just wish it wasn't so soon
tell my family
i said good bye
tell then i said not to cry
for one day we'll meet again,
in a better place
its called *||heaven||*