I thought that you were something different.
Someone totally new
Someone that would love me for who I am
But I wasnt good enough for you
Although you took my heart and broke it
I still have a feeling deep inside
A feeling that I cant resist
Do I love you? I cant decide
That horrid day that you told me bout the other girl
Was just a massive blow
How could this happen? Why did this happen?
I still dont know
So now without you by my side
I sit in my room and cry
I cry myself to sleep every night
As my life just passes me by
I was thinking about moving on
When I noticed I still loved you with all my heart
You didnt really seem to care about me
So I stumbled back to the start
I didnt want to go over all this pain again
So as I was crying and about to hurl
I looked at the mirror
And saw a broken girl
That night as I was thinking about our past
I noticed I had had enough
I went to the bathroom cupboard
I took out a razor blade and a bunch of other stuff.
As I held the razor to my wrists
And let the red crimson pour
I saw one last thing
And that was your face I saw
Now that Ive left this world
I knew that I had one duty
That was to be yours
But you just gave me cruelty
I hope you have a good life
With out me by your side
My life was a journey
It was like a rollercoaster ride
Even though I left you a letter
You still wont know what I went through
I felt like I was a game
Getting played by you
thnx for readin mah poem =) this was mah first poem. lol. plz comment on it. thnx agen
~xoxo~ lots ov luv
