Down

I lay on the floor
4 feet in front of the door
I look at the last sights
'Did I live my life right?'
Ask myself these questions
Then wonder if there will be a next one
Is this my last night on earth
If so I am happy ill be first
The pain is gone now
My won't body move around at all, I'm downed
The darkness starts to take my vision
Now this is my biggest test for religion
If there is nothing on the other side
Then my opinions were right and they did lie
But what if there is a heaven
I won't be one of them
Departed is my soul to burn in the deep of hell
No one can save you, sent to rot away in an immortal cell

So this brings me back to here and now
Yes I'm not dead yet I'm just barely around
My last questions are the same as my first
My body shall spend the rest of eternity in dirt
As my soul wonders forever and then
It's not my choice weather I arise or descend