How did this happen?

We lost it all from the start.

and you were never there to show you cared.

so i walked along this lifeless road

by myself with nothing left to know

i thought you would stick with me, as i got older

but you seemed to be fainted because my hearts gotten colder.

are you still with me in unreachable ways?

im scared dad, what if todays the last day?

why cant you see. that im begging for your attention

and theres not a time i dont hint to mention.

but i feel like nothing beside you

because it seems as if even my lifes here for you to despise to.

i cant wait any longer its killing inside.

and i know that theres got to be some way to confide.