This is my lyfe

Now i wanna die
everything became so hard
boys,life,school everything
i wanna be skinny for a day
I'm not saying I'm fat
i wanna be happier
i wanna be able not to get mad so easily,cuz of certain things
i just wish that my life would change,
these r thoughts that go threw my head,
i want it to be over
i wanna go back to those days when
i was happier
when my family was happier
and when my life was better
i had a b.f that cared
now i don't cuz were over
but thats fine cuz i love someone else,and hes nicer better and doesn't need to get in my pants
like my past did..

this is what my life has been like after i was raped and i don't know what to do anymore..