My only fear

Alright so you want to know
Exactly how i feel...
I'll give this a go
So believe me that this is real

I think about you every day
And sometimes i get scared
That one day i won't be OK
And you were one of the firsts who truly cared

And what if something happens to you
And theres no way to find out...
What am i supposed to do?
What am i supposed to be happy about?

Sometimes i wish at night...
I pray for it too...
That God will give me a light
And send me someone just like you

Sometimes i think its you
Walking around this town
I do know it's not true
I know its not you making that sound

I've been doing OK on my own,
And sometimes i cry
Because I'm afraid to be alone
And that life will pass me by

And facts hit me so hard
When i received them the other day
My mind was caught off-guard
I didn't know what to say

I'm only a 15-year old girl
But my heart is too stressed out
And my chances of leaving this world
Is what I'm so worried about

Heart attack risks increased
As did it for heart disease
While my thoughts ceased
I wanted to just fall to my knees

If i don't calm down now
I'll be facing the effects in some years
Now I'm figuring out how
To stop all these tears

What if something goes wrong
What if my heart expires?
How can i get along?
When we're on two different empires...

So the future is freaking me out
And you're not anywhere near
What if you can't hear me shout...
That i think is my only fear...