Why was it so easy to start and end
yet so hard to simply just forget?
this pain you caused me has scarred me for life
the tears, the suffering, just cuts like a knife
every night when i sleep, the tears on my pillow, which comes from my eyes
feeling them fall, remembering all of your "denied lies"
getting up from my broken slumber
looking outside in a world of hate
feeling the sorrow, knowing my destined fate
thinking is this really my path to follow
feeling so dead, and feeling so hollow
shall i not end my life a simple question to ask
no i think, the pain lay in the past
change your future, know the rate
though your destined fate, shall not be late
to show you, your chances to grow
wiping my tears, seeing them go
holding my head up high, show no shame
not feeling so worthless, not feeling the hate,
knowing your life will not always be a perfect square
remembering life will not always be fair
have faith in your life, believe you can change who you are
be a perfectionist, become a star
the nights i sleep now, aren't so dull and dead.
waking up, enjoying the moment to come
having some faith in life, having some fun
being that person who always has a smile on your face for everyone to see
remembering back, "the best person to be, is me"
believing in everyone else who had a bad life
hearing them say, "it cuts like a knife"
remembering how you always used to say that at night
your now feeling secure, feeling.... right...
you will always have simple ups and downs
seeing bad faces, seeing them frown
knowing that someday this will all change, having a life where no one feels ashamed
in the future you can predict that this life will be better
so that everyday a child can come to a home,
and not feel alone
in a world where everyone can have a friend
who will be relied on to be there, till the very end.
