Never meant for this...

All those days that i cried
Cause you cheated on me
you never seemed 2 care
you didn't seem to see

i forgave you 4 that
although i was still mad
i just went along with it
even though i was so sad

now i made a mistake
and your punishing me for it
well i don't really care
I'm sick of this shit

i gave you my heart
did you even care???
now I'm getting punished
and its really unfair

cause i misunderstood you
i didn't even no
that i couldn't tell anyone
is it really that low?

you can think what you want
and be mad for all i care
i just no the truth
that i wasn't even aware!

i will fu*in miss y0o
i mean y0o were my best friend
my sister & my lover
until the fu*in end

we did everything together
we had so much fun
when the nights would end
we'd want to getaway and run

so we wouldn't have to leave
and go back the hell
we'd be able to stay together
as we knew it so well

my garage will be lonely
when theres no one to be seen
no you and me
drinking the Jim beam

we had a weird connection
and i no you felt it too
every time i looked in you eyes
i noticed something knew

we were going to move in together
and our lives would be great
cause you and i together
would make the bestest fate

we'd party every weekend
is what i used to say
then you would reply
"no we'll party every day"

now i guess i'm moving schools
and for you i guess its good
you'll be happy like you deserve
you'll be happy and so you should

i still want that dream
of moving in together
i will forever love you
and i promice i will forever

i sometimes didn't get you
and how you would really feel...
i didn't no what i was to you
and i didn't no if what we had was real

i guess i just have one thing to say
please don't say goodbye
i don't really want to move
cause without you i will die

i have made mistakes, so many I've lost count but i guess thats what happens to everyone and it will happen all the time but thats how i will learn and if this person in my poem won't forgive me for this then i guess i just will move on because friendship is about accepting that people make mistakes and moving on and not letting tiny things get in the middle of a great friendship