Calling for the end

I've tried to kill the pain
But only bled more
I'm crying, I'm suffering
I'm dieing from the sore

The lines of blood fall
And smear across my arm
Then from shoulder to shoulder
I don't care about self harm

My God, my savior, just end it
And pull me away from here
I hate this world, I want to leave
I don't want to cry another tear

Have you been watching me?
Spying on all my pain
If you have then you know
That I want my life slain

The people all around me
Scare me into a corner
I didn't do anything wrong
But I'm treated like a scorner

A new scarlet line is planted
And embedded in my skin
To eliminate all other pain
In my heart from within

Please everyone, just let me die
I don't want to be saved
My scars shout to the world
My soul cries to be graved

Please God, bring me to you
Half of me has already died
Please take me away from here
As I call upon my suicide