Why??

Why, I ask
why do I act as I do
why do I do what I do

why don't they want me
why don't I do things right
why don't I get along with the rest

why can't I sleep
why can't I let go of the pain
why can't I be happy

why are you eyes so inviting
why are my skys always so dark
why are my dreams happier than reality

why, is all I ask
why must I always screw up
why must I ask questions that are without answers??