Sorry, i love you

There's a moment when I want to look back
to remember that special day
that I always adored From time to time,
it seems like yesterday that you said you love me,
and after all what we have been through,
no one ever come close to you,
and i wish i could tell you this,
I'm sorry, i love you........

i know i never told you the words,
and I'm sorry i cant keep the words together,
but now I'm standing here,
asking you if eternity are long enough?
for love of you and me.
so here i am, standing cold in the rain,
i need you more than i need you before,
and i love you now than even more,
for the words that are not enough,
still can i will find my way to your heart.

but......it just a memory still remain...

still remember that day
the beginning of my fear till today
it taunted and haunted me when I'm alone in the room
i was suppose to left home
but some sense begged me to stay
mom told me to sit next to you
but i just couldn't...
it hurts me deep inside by looking at you
wish to tell you something but end up saying "Hold On.."

still remember that same day
i cried when i lost you
i felt dizzy and nearly collapsed
"j! I need you!!".."j! I love you!!"
until today i regret
never told you that i love you..
but i learn something from that
shout out your love.. show that you love
to others around you...

j....sorry, i love you.