Sick and Tired

It seems to me that i can't sleep
i can't stay in the dark
unless you are here with me
i need the radio to be on
i need the telly to shine on
i can't sit here all alone
i think I'm just to tired to leave it alone

i look at the calendar and all our days marked
but each time i look
i can't take the pain
why won't it go away
when the radio is on it plays the songs that remind me of you
and than the DJ plays our song

i turn off the radio because that song is no more
the telly shows the shows we use to watch on a Friday night
but it seems to me that we had i final fight

and I'm so tired of being alone
so tired of wanting to you back in my home
i still love you
but I'm sick and tired of still loving you
I'm sick and tired of still missing you
I'm sick and tired of all the love songs

and i walk in an empty room
but as i look i see you next to me
by the sofa
by the TV
and always by me
but i don't what to do
my friends only make me smile for a while

and i just can't let go of you
it's been months but you're still in my heart
I'm sick and tired of not letting you go
I'm sick and tired of thinking that someone is with you

and when i see him and i know his kissed you
i want to break down
i feel the anger burn
but i stand back
cause you not mine
so i need to hold back
because you and he had the right
which i can't fight

but I've got to move on
because i can't carry on
but love is never easy
but never knew it was this hard
I'm so sick and tired of crying at night
I'm so sick and tired of getting drunk
trying to kill those memory cells in my mind
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired

to be honest i just want you back
but i know that can't be
and thats a fact
so i stay and try to be strong
and learn to move along
so sick and tired