Cut and cry
sit and try
to end this life
i wonder why
i have not yet died
hate and love
despite it all
cut and cry
sit and try
want to leave
i just cant
love i lost
hate i gained
nothing in your eyes
i sit and cry
love we had
i cut and try
hate it love
feel it not
razor sharp
not to deep but deep enough
death is in my reach
don't pull me back let me leave
and finally you will have so me peace