Trapped

*i know it's long but please read*

Trapped inside a body
A body that I hate
Whenever I look in the mirror
I see the meal I just ate

Trapped inside a personality
A personality without a friend
Used and discarded by every one
Simply a means to an end

Trapped inside a mind
A mind that just can't see
No one cares about my problems
Or wants to read a poem about me

Trapped inside a past
A past that follows where I go
I made some mistakes OK?
I was stupid, annoying, I know

Trapped inside a future
A future that doesn't exist
I'm gone already, no one cares
If I disappear I won't be missed

Trapped inside a present
A present that's flying past
Full of hate, regret and crying
when can i be me at last?

Trapped inside a life
A life that isn't me
I can't be organized or clever
And that isn't what I want to be

Trapped inside a family
A family that doesn't understand
I don't want to be like my brother
Or have my future planned

Trapped inside a society
A society that doesn't disguise
The pity behind its smiles
The hate behind its eyes

Trapped inside a story
A story that no one wants to read
That decomposed on a shelf
Consumed by one need

Trapped inside a tear
A tear about to fall
It isn't perfect inside, out
It can't forget about it all

Trapped inside a me
A me that I hate
I always thought there was hope
Now I know it is too late

*i called it trapped, but i didn't want to. if anyone has any good ideas..:D*

*please comment + vote..i always return the favor!*

*i just feel so trapped..*