Depression Repeats

Standing in a room
silence fills the place
tears all fall so fast
soak my weary face

fall upon my knees
saddened scary cries
shaking tremendously
i sit there and hide

hide from all the world
a masked dark smile
waiting for the future
while living in denial

bloody knives surround me
I've seen them so long
open up my mouth
hear a broken song

take a hollow sigh
and know that it won't help
walk out of the room
living life in hell...