What it would of been like....

Sometimes i sit and wonder
what life would have been,
if you didnt give me away,
would you have cared for me,
given me food,
taken me to school,
would i have been your little girl,
who you loed and terished foreer,
would you hae gien me a nickname,
and dedicated me a song,
i wonder if you would of ever been at home,
to watch your child grow,
to be there when i cried,
be excited when i spoke,
watched me begin to crawl,
pulling myself along the walls,
watch me standing steady,
suddenly able to walk,
would i be playing soccer,
would i be at school,
would i be well dressed,
and well behaed,
or would i have to find my own clothes,
and begin to smoke,
would you have brought me up properly,
or would i just turn out like you,
i wonder what it would of been like,
if you didnt give me a way