I Just Want to Die

Right now all I am is crying out
but I hold it in and fake a smile
Im falling down upon my knees

I lock myself in my room
where I sit in water
from all my tears

I wish I could run into the kitchen,
pull a knife out,
and stab myself

I feel I have no purpose in life
I feel like useless crap
I feel like im in everyone's way

Im good for nothing
I hate my life
I just want to die!