Like to meet the girl like me

I want to meet the girl thats like me
because I'm sweet, funny, lovable, care able, careful,

but if I'm that way on a girl side i might don't care for her

but update I met her she was short, brown skin, beautiful eyes,

but she don't have my lovable ways she had my sexual ways

she sound like me when i begin to talk to a female just looking for sex

so what should I do

I started to have feelings for her in a lovable care able way

but she wanted nothing but me and sex when i show her that i start care

she found a reason to dismiss me

I wish i could change the past because I would treated her like another girl that i treat on the regular is like a "O" other then a girlfriend