Here is what I think you should do: Stay where you are!!! Who's to say what "she" wants other than "she" herself?! Did you ask "her" what "she" thinks should happen? No! You didnt.

But, I'm sure "she" would rather have you in "her" life, the way you once were - as a boy friend, best friend, and love - for the rest of "her" life, no matter how short it may or may not be cut, than to have heartache in "her" life from not having you as "she" once did. I'm sure that "her" love for you means more to "her" than "her" own damn life. And if being with you effects how long "she" lives, then "she" wouldn't care much as long as "she" had you til the end.

Here's what I think you should do now: Go back to "her" and into "her" life the way you once were in "her" life.. Then be happy with "her" and just be glad that you have "her" for each day "she" DOES live!

XoXo,
Latanya