My brother

How could you do this to me?
i followed every step you took, don't you see?
you were my influence and i looked up to you...
i thought you were awesome, and break my heart i never knew you could do...!
you made mistakes, but it surprises me how you do them all the time...
this amazement, spends shivers up my spine...
this, you might not understand... you were my inspiration, this awfulness, feels like you pulled me in by the hand...
you, mike, i cant believe this has to be..
you are my brother...
you still mean everything to me....!