Why am i here?

Why am I still here after you left?
I'm lying here from my so called death! This is what you did!
You made me hurt inside..
All the pain and misery you gave me I hide!
You knew my heart wasn't beating so you just walked away!
It's not like that should hurt me...
When I'm in pain you never stay!My bodies on the ground and my soul flew to where its suppose to be!
Who's dead on the ground is not me!
I once was her until I committed suicide!
Now I know I never gave anybody a chance to know the real person who died!
They can only look at the person I was! But now I understand what ending your life does!!