Losing My Baby

Another babys on the way
And again it can't be kept
Cuz its irresponsible parents
Can't say no to s*x
The first time that it happened
It didn't have a big effect
Cuz I promised myself
Never to let it happen again
This just makes me wonder
What kind of mom will I turn out??
If I can't face my consequences
And find the easy way out
I'm losin my mind, I'm all alone
But I didn't do this my myself
So why can't he just see that
And offer me some help
He says he's has no money
So wht I expect him to do
Atleast be there for your so called love
And help her make it through
I feel like I have noone
Like I am in this on my own
He tells me that I'm not
Yet he leaves me all alone
I'm taking advantage of the gift of life
And just throwing it away
And what scares me the most
Is that when I do want kids,
It'll probably be too late...