I just cant explain what I feel when I look into your eyes, and you are holding on to me like you love me even though I know how you truly feel I know all the things you don't see when I look into your eyes, you don't see that I can feel your separation from our relationship, that we had spent building for sometime, and I can feel my heart breaking every time you look at me with those empty eyes like the feeling you once had has gone away! That feeling where the only person in the world that can make you feel so much better is the one who made you feel like shit in the first place, and the feeling where the only thing you want to do is cry in the person you loves arms and just feel for maybe a few seconds what it would be like to have that person in your arms, but then to feel that feeling and have the hope that one day there will be some kind of spark but to know that there will never be one because the person you fell in love with fell in love with someone else, and the things that were lost you guys could never get back because there was so much fight to get it back and all you got was hurt!!! People don't understand the pain that you are going through because if you told them why you felt the way you did, they would love the person that you loved to, because the person that you love was amazing enough to get your love, but also worthless at the same time because he took your love for granted, and he will never see that the way he looks at you is what gives you the empty feeling that there will no longer be an us only a you and I!!! and he will never understand that letting go is the final option that you will have, and it ill be the hardest decision you have yet to make in your life!!! And you will never forget the time that you had with that person because it was the greatest time in your life!!! And that person has no idea that the love you had with them is the love that you will compare every feeling you have in your future for the rest of your life, and deep inside your hoping NOTHING compare!!!
