If Only I Knew

Sometimes I can’t believe who I am
Pushing you away
Ignoring what’s in front of my face
I completely take the blame

Wishing I was different
If only I could choose
Your smile leaves an impression
This I don’t want to lose

Your shyness I admire
Bashfully so cute
When I can get you on the phone
Even though your mute

Our hands fit tightly together
I jitter from the thought
Our lips matched up so perfectly
Something that can’t be bought

If only you’d return my calls
And address me in the halls
Maybe I’d know what you think
If I have a chance at all

I narrowed it down to one
Now its up to you
Whether to give me a chance
I only wish I knew