Pain comes in waves rendering me helpless
Hiding from persons who might see how my affliction has rendered me
Dropping my convulsing body upon the floor
Clutching at the pain flowing in my chest
Fleeting gasps
tears streaming
Agony
Eyes shut tight, fists clenched
Taunting memory keeping the fight inside
Prices I pay To feel alive
Loss and remorse keeping my fragile heart in check
Breaking me down
Bringing death
Attaching my self
My worst sin
I am the fool I let it happen once again
Easy to forget the consequence
idiot am I
I let her in
Fearing the damage I pushed her away
I left her black
It happened
Futile resistance
Game of the heart she played
Running forward without glancing back
At the wreck of what once was a man
lying dead in the wake of her track
Mistakes encompassed
This feeling will cleanse
This emotion will die
Bringing me to become a better man
Than I��.
