My First I Love You

I was falling off the edge
I didnt see the point
in living my life
so I started to jump

only hell lays at the bottom
of that narrow cliff
but I never reached it
you grabbed me before I did

I was confused of who I was
but you took my hand
instead of calling me a freak
you held me

you took off all the make-up
the hollow eyes you saw through
opened up a person
the one I could never find

you saw my first smile
the beginning of not wanting to die
no suicide
just happiness

you poured me out
with the depressed hated anger
and filled me with these words I never heard
I love you