How Can You Leave Me??

I still cant believe you left me for someone who doesnt even amount to what I am
For someone who completely ignored you when in the presence of her man
For someone who could never walk less than a mile in my shoes
But then again maybe she's better cuz in fact, she never argues
Or maybe cuz when ya fought, she never called back to talk more sh*t
Or maybe cuz ya smoked together and so you'd never have to quit
Or maybe the million I love you's from me were just not enough
Or maybe I wasnt there for you whenevr sh*t got rough
As I write down these words I have tears in my eyes
Cuz I never thought this be a reason for me to cry
You left me, knowing I would bend over backwards for you
For a person who would never do half the sh*t I've done for you
Maybe being my first was not really what you wanted
If I was more experienced maybe you wouldn't have taken me for granted
Maybe I should be more like her and go to parties more often
Drink all night til the sun comes up and know thats what you're after
Maybe if I do all that she once did, you'll love me even more
And when you go again to leave me, you'll stop and think "what for??"
Why would you leave me this time, if I'm just like her
Only prettier, loves you more, and of course way smarter...
Its been a year since all this happened and I still cant sleep at night
Bcuz in order to be happy I always have to f*ccn fight
Whether you wanna admit it or not, you lied into my eyes
When you told me you loved me and you'd never leave my side
All the while you were thinkng of bein with another girl
Not giving two sh*ts that you were leaving my world
For days I didn't hear from you. You were too busy visiting her
And to you it never mattered that each day I was getting weaker
I just couldn't anymore. I cried myself to sleep everynight
Cuz my love and loyalty wasnt enough to win the fight
Its been a year and 2 months. Its 3am and I cant sleep
If its been so long and you're with me
then how come its still haunting me??
I cant tell you that it was worth it cuz til this day I'm still confused
How can you leave the one you're with if when they told you "I love you", you said "I love you too"