This Pain..

This pain is beginning to overtake me...
Beginning to drive me insane
I try so hard to keep you happy
I want so bad for you to feel no pain

I know this is a tough time for you
I know there is alot on your mind
But no matter what i do
You seem to just push me to the side

And maybe you just don't see it
Maybe you just don't know
Night and day my heart is ripped open
But that i try not to show

Why do i try so hard
To only have things go this way...
You own my heart and mind..
Nothing could make me love you more

Can't you see my pain?
Or are you truly blind
Do you choose to just ignore it..
Or is it hidden from your eyes

Everyday it hurts me
Hurts that i can't have you
I feel as though something isn't right
Can't you feel it?
Like we were meant to be...
But it isn't that way, now is it?
I still have to hide
I still can't set my love free

When will the pain go away
When can i run into your arms
When will be the day to comfort me, and tell me everything is okay

When...will you just love me..