Muscle Shake

Strength within starts to break,
Tension too tight to handle.
Muscles grasp, they won't,
Let me move at all.
Fearing the worst,
Is this the end?

Night-light still flashing,
Are you ok?
Blood stained sheets,
And acid tears leave marks.
Window wide open,
It was so cold.

Covers thrown all over,
Where are you?
I wanted you to be happy,
Not resorting to this.
Influenced by some other,
It wasn't you.

Shock.
Terrible surprise.
Marks.
Unique colours.
Blood.
Shaken.

Limping, nearly dead,
Blood levels low.
One fused with another,
A recipe, just enough.
Laying there, I watch you,
Until tears start to fall.

Tubes coming from your veins,
How could you attempt this?
Eyes weary and tired,
Drugs making you better.
Overdose, too much loss,
You cut through all the flesh.