Myself

Im in this gutter
my mind full of clutter
its easier to shut everyone out
then i have no doubts
i cant trust anyone
so i go into solitary confinement in myself
hidden in this shell no one knows how far in this hole ive fell
i have all this hurt and pain supressed within me
I CANT LET IT OUT I CANT CONTROL IT
if it comes out i wont be able to hold it
i just keep it all inside
try to keep my head held high
all this hidden inside my mind
on that dark little corner shelf
tucked so deep inside myself