Whole Again

I feel so alone
I feel all by myself
I feel a big hole inside me

No one to turn to
No one to talk to
No one to help me

So big it can't be filled
So big it can't be stopped
So big it can't be killed

Getting bigger
Getting stronger
Getting darker

Eating all of me
Eating from the inside out
Eating everything

It hurts so much
It hurts like hell
It hurts all the time

Why do I have to hurt?
Why does it hurt so much?
Why do I feel this hole?

I wish it would go away
I wish it would leave me alone
I wish it would let me go

I just want to be whole again
I just want to be alone
I just want to die in peace

No more pain
No more misery
No more worries

I just want to be whole again.