I Had Faith, I Had Love.

I had faith, i had love
i had something god sent from above

but now shes gone, as i sit and frown
praying to god to take me now

i have done right, i have done wrong
i sit and think, is alone where i belong?

so i sit and write and write, all day long
page after page, my sorrow still goes on

tears falling from my eyes, landing on the page
smearing the ink, and making it fade.

drying my eyes, wipeing away the tears
find myself still crying almost 4 years.

asking why, why this has happened to me?
asking why, why cant we be?

i cry at night, holding my pillow tight
wishing you where hear, to ease my fears.

memories of you, going through my head
having thought, would be better off dead?

consentrating and contemplating, in my mind
how should i end it, and around what time.

i have found the time, it would be march 14th
the very same day i made her mine.

how should i end it, still in my mind
its actually passing the time.

Ive figured it out, without a doubt
ill end it with a knife, no doubt

right threw the heart, stabbing it deep
slowly bleeding, climbing the steps that are steep

dying march 14th 2006, would have been 4 years
sadly it ended like this, so sad so quick

upon death a letter was found,
covered in blood, and bound by love.

letter said he was sorry, and that he took his life
sorry he had ended it tonight

he chose this place, this step
you see harvest church is where they meet

ironically, he ended his life, where it started
and at the bottom it said i love you, and sorry

everyone wondering why he would want to die
why would he make everyone hurt and cry

everyone is left, with no answer
you see the letter never stated why.

he wanted her back so bad, no one could see
she didn't know what she meant to him, and what they could be

a young man so sweet, but yet so sad
no one saw that he had it bad

him deciding on march 14th made it worse
broken hearted this is loves curse!!!

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