Just a Shell

Pain like I've never felt before,
Rips through me,
I feel like I'm tearing in two.
I hear the noise stop,
And make the mistake,
Of looking at the doctor.
I see this thing,
A thing that would have grown,
Into my baby.
I feel another pain,
A pain here inside,
As I try to relax.
I feel like I'm going to break,
Fall to the floor and never wake,
And I realize it's my heart.
My heart is breaking,
It's being ripped into a million pieces,
Getting pulled from my body.
My soul has left,
All my spirit is gone,
They died with my baby.
The life that I had started to grow,
Inside of me,
And had let them kill.
Now I'm left,
Nothing but a shell,
Walking around in this disgusting world.