I loved you before,
I love you still.
I don't know why,
But I think I always will.
You were there for me before,
Now you aren't anymore.
You use to give me hugs and kisses.
Now instead you give me pain that scars,
And a heart that aches.
For a reason that I can not explain,
You are always in my head.
Before, I was your everything.
Now to you I am dead.
You throw me hard against the walls,
You throw me down the stairs.
But loving you I can not resist,
Although you are so hard to bare.
I have thought about leaving for good,
But you are the only one I've got.
So I keep coming back to you,
But I know I am risking a lot.
Are these tears worth it?
Crying myself to sleep?
Could I leave right now and never come back?
Or am I in this thing too deep?
I loved you before,
I love you still,
I wish it weren't true,
But I think I always will.
