I know you hate me
so why do i care?
do i hate you
or just miss you so dear?
i thought i knew you so well
so transparently
understanding you
is so very hard to do
i know that i'm worthless
to more than just you
why do you bug me
you dont understand
i thought my feelings mattered to you
but now i truly see
that main objective for you
was just to hurt me
i see the pain
so deep inside of me
it will not disappear
why it is this way
is far beyond me.
