How could it be so hard...
So hard just to look you in the eyes
At the very moment, I want to say I love you...But my voice is lost
I hold your hand tightly to confess my dear love to you...
You slowly turn your back to me
Walking slowly towards the door
You leave never coming back as my heart, my once cheerful soul and heart sink low into the depths of the earth...
You were my support to keep my life safe..you were the one and only I held dear...the one I cared so much for...the very one I would glady with out hesitation give my life up for...
But you...you didn't feel the same after all those years we spent together...
You cared for her..and only her..!
...So I will keep my promise..
If your life would slip away from me and die...so would mine..
To me...you did die...
I take the blade and put it close to my heart, the very heart that longed for your love..
Words of love escape my dry lips as I push the blade deep inside my heart...
I fall to the tile ground...my blood following me and splattering on my pale face...
With the blade still deep inside...my tainted...rejected heart...
