Emotionless

I dont have anymore pain
misery I do not know
agony I cant feel
love I cannot show

happiness is all gone
I havent any fear
crying is overrated
because I havent any tears

courage has left me blank
kindness I never had
and though I really want to
I cant even be sad

anger all drained out
freedom is nowhere to me
and these things I hear now
my mind wont believe

Im never more afraid
because numbness is all I feel
I sit alone
but I dont even know
if loneliness is real

I write with these words
on this paper with this pen
to try to find my heart
so I can feel again