I Just Want To Die,
Right Here, Right Now
While The Tears Are Falling Down My Face
And The Blood Is Dripping From My Wrist,
The Only Way It Knows How.
Why Won't I Wake From This Nightmare,
All This Hurt That Needs To Go Away?
It Makes Me Want To Go Over The Edge,
So I Won't See Gray In Another Day.
My Whole World Is Falling Into Pieces,
Around My Tattered Skin And Empty Eyes.
With No One To Help Me,
Why Should I Keep Wearing This Disguise?
One Thought Is Pounding Through My Mind,
Just Get A Knife And With A Pierce
This Hell Of A Life Can Be Thrown Away,
No More Guilt For Sadness And Tears.
This Is A Fight I Can't Win,
Can't Even Stand To Be In It Anymore.
I'm Throwing Down My Gloves, Bowing Out,
My Whole Body Is Just So Sore.
So Take These Last Words,
My Final Thoughts Of Mine To Mind.
I Got Out Before I Did Anything Worse,
And Now, My Soul You Cannot Find.
