Keep Smiling

I'm surrounded by darkness, will I ever see the light? Not unless I can get past this fight. You promised me the world, but my dreams fell through. Do you blame yourself or not regret anything you do? You showed me a smile that melted my heart, then took away your love so my heart stays apart. I see you around almost everyday, you smile at me and I know my heart will never come back to me! I asked you to come over for one last fling, and when you showed, you told me we have to stop this thing. I smiled at you and told you OK, I'm done with you anyway. I pulled out the gun and shot myself in the head, I just wish I could remember if you were smiling then...