Was it me or you

I was the one who went to school
I was the one who wanted to be cool
I was the one who got called names
I was the one who didn't join in with your games
I was the one who walked home alone
I was the one who was always unknown
I was the one with no friends
No one to hang with, No friends till the end
I was the one who cried my self to sleep
I was the one who didn't make a peep
I was the one who was to scared
I was the one who wasn't prepared
I was the one who closed my bedroom door
I was the one who collapsed on my floor
I was the one who picked up the blade
YOUR the one who destroyed what god made