Almost the end, no need to pretend

My life is close coming to an end
I really want to stop pretend
How I feel, I act I am fine
But I am not fine at all
Life is tearing me up inside me
My heart is gone
My pain is strong
My thoughts are suicidal
On this day I see
That my end is coming
So fast approaching to me
Too fast for anyone to see
My dead will come as a blast
Your thoughts of me will always last
Because it is because of you all I did this
Do not mention my name anymore
Do not think about me
Just stand still on the day I died and think
Think off my writings and what I meant for you
I do not want to see any tears
I can not go on because of those fears
Life is coming to an end for everyone
My time has come
Do not ask me why
But this feels too right
This is almost the end
And there is no need to pretend
Anymore