Im a prison for myself

I'm a prison
A prison I cant escape.
The prison is life lasting and never ending.
It claims all that it views and in this prison I stay there always
But I have never been there
But I know every inch is there and named.
Iâ??m trapped beyond all help but death, but death never helps.
I could die a thousand times over and have no relent from the pain that
it causes me.
The pain is never there but always here in me
In this prison that I can never escape but
I forgive all that has caused me this pain in prison.
But for always i hate them
For they are the ones that cause me this pain.
Always in pain
In this world of death and sorrow but the wisdom of death is far greater than any wisdom you can ever gain in life.
You see yourself in the big picture and how I affected everyone and how you killed me by smothering your mistakes into me.