My Past

This is my past
In my memories it will always last
For all the pain
Tell me, what did I gain?

For all the times
You said you loved me
Then you walked away
Me no words left to say

I was little
I was scared
I was alone
Because you weren't there

Daddy's little girl
Daddy's little angel
But Daddy walked out on us
How could he just.....?

He walked out the door
Left me to scream on the floor
My mom tried to hold me
And then she told me

Hes never coming back
She tried to give him some slack
That was the night
My world went cold and black

I ask myself
Is it my fault?
Does Daddy still love me?
O why did he leave me?

All The tears I try to hold back
A feeling of love is what i lack
I pour my love into you
But your love for me has run dry

It's been seven years
And I've cried many tears
You did love mommy?
But for how many years?

You've lied and cheated
All your bad habits repeated
In my memories this will last
This tiny part of my terrible past