Fear

I hate this feeling inside of me
Its so blinding I just cant see
Am I here or have I gone?
This is not where I belong

Searching for a home to call mine
Looking for a way pass the line
So many roads are blocked and shut
So here I am and the deeper I cut

And here I cry, so emotionless
Nothing left but bitter emptiness
Stood alone so broken hearted
As I watched as the all parted

Why isnt this pain going away?
Its always here day after day
Just one day without it here?
Its simply everything I fear

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