Finding myself

It feels like you don't think
of me as anything more
than a mistake you made
when you wanted more
all along.

Selfish? All about me?
Can't you see
I'm still in recovery.
While your off carying on
Like you're free

All about ME?

I don't even know myself anymore
that's how much I gave
yeah I KNOW it's not healthy
I KNOW I should've saved
myself.

All about ME?

Can you REALLY not SEE?
That I couldn't even breath?

extinguished was my fire
my inspiration, my embrace
my drive, my passion, my faith.

Want more... ?
How about,
What you SAW in me before.
I don't even know what's important anymore.

I was NOT ontop
It was NOT about me.
It was about KEEPING THE PEACE.
So you could WALK ALL OVER ME

You still do it even though
your not HERE anymore.
and see where it gets you.
my teeth on the floor.

but NOW I get to walk away
and find myself.
once more.